When I really want to write something I have the lack of time… When I get time to write, I neither have mood nor the ambience for it.
I am a person who devotes a huge share of my time to mood swings. I don’t know when I started to have these mood swings in my life. But as far as I remember I used to dream a lot in my childhood.
The first memory about my mood swings is on a rainy day. I was returning from school in the regular KSRTC bus. It was an over crowded bus and I started dreaming about my future in that uneasy ambience.
I must be in my 5th or 6th standard at that time. Because I dreamt of passing out SSLC with a higher rank, joining a prestigious college, passing out the medical entrance examination with flying colours, finding my true love from my peers, setting up a happy family with him etc I was so happy and delighted…. All of a sudden the dreams were shattered when a blue Maruti car hit into my bus. I am back into boring monotonous life
