I Got My Sunshine...

Saari Umr Hum
Mar Mar Ke Jee Liye
Ek Pal To Ab Humein
Jeene Do Jeene Do

Give Me Some Sunshine
Give Me Some Rain
Give Me Another Chance
I Wanna Grow Up Once Again

Bachpan To Gaya
Jawani Bhi Gayi
Ek Pal Toh Ab Humein

Jeene Do Jeene Do

I am a late bird to watch the so much hyped Bollywood film 3 Idiots. What should I say about the film? Thought provoking? Commercial? Entertaining? Dragging.....?Anyway, I am not going to talk about the movie here. What touched me the most in the movie was the above quoted lyrics!

As per my experience, I am sure; there won’t be a single person on this earth who hasn’t felt as expressed in the above lines. So often I used to feel that “Give me another chance to born again, so that I won’t repeat the mistakes that I have committed so far in life.”

I used to feel that my life is miserable and used to wonder “why I always?” In the past, present and future, I cannot see my life to be perfect! Even when I repair the considered weak points in my life, it cannot be completely perfect.

I really wonder, if there is a single person, who considers their life to be 100% perfect. Some people call me loveable, loyal friend, capable, caring and intelligent of which I am very proud at. There are others who call me distant or aloof, lazy, uncaring or boring, of which I get depressed. Upon these there are others who give compliments just to get their profits from me. Why should I allow others to control my life?

Life can be different if I start to do things consciously and without even controlling it. As the great master Osho had pointed out -I should not suppress my emotions. I would rather put out. But all I’ve to do is to do it with alertness and consciousness. As anger grips me, I should realize that I am getting angry. I should be conscious of it. So I pour the anger out to drain of the negative emotions that I feel.

After a point in my life, I realized that even I have the power within me too. I should not be at the victim point, when I have the power to resist the negative pull happening in my life. There are people like Jane¹ who can make my mind painful through negative words and experiences. However, as I discover my triggering power, I can be a protecting shield like Bella²that makes not only me but also my loved ones safe.

This is a realization that makes my days filled with sunshine. I don’t want another chance to born again and grow since I believe “Everything happened for something good. Agonies can dissipate from my life and I can feel the sunshine or rain in life with equal warmth.

Jane: Jane is a Vampire that first appears in Stephanie Meyer’s Bestseller Twilight: New Moon. She has the power to inflict pain on others with her looks. The victim will get evoked of the negative feelings in his/her life and will be automatically fragile.

Bella: Bella is the heroine in Stephanie Meyer’s Bestseller Twilight series. She is unaware of her power to resist negative emotions till the emergency arises. She becomes a protecting shield for her loved ones against Jane’s attack.